"Everything is connected" 
            V.I. Lenin  
            http://www.somedancersandmusicians.com/Some_QuickTime_Movies/index.html 
            Artist Statements 
              I mistrust the convention of the artist statement. It seems to me 
              the artist is often the least equipped to tell us what her work 
              is about even when this doesn't lead to either banal or totally 
              outrageous claims. 
              Nevertheless, I'm always happy to answer questions about the movies. 
              It's somehow easier to respond than to make claims, and the responses, 
              for me, are technical -- how I made the things; background (where, 
              when, who) -- or biographical, especially given the diaristic quality 
              of the whole sequence. There aren't special, hidden, intentions, 
              which I can choose to speak about or not, behind the pieces. Your 
              guess is as good as mine.
  
            
            Cherry Blossom 
              Are poems written on such themes as 'Going to view the cherry blossoms 
              only to find they had scattered' or 'On being prevented from visiting 
              the blossoms' inferior to those on 'Seeing the blossoms'? People 
              commonly regret that the cherry blossoms scatter or that the moon 
              sinks in the sky and this is natural; but only an exceptionally 
              insensitive person would say, 'This branch and that branch have 
              lost their blossoms. There is nothing worth seeing now.' 
              Kenko, "Essays in Idleness," translated by Donald Keene. 
                            cherry 
              blossom loop 
              early 
              spring 
               
               Childhood 
              I had a fantastic childhood, enveloped both by unconditional love 
              and a rigorous and sometimes joyless Puritanism -- the confluence 
              of the Methodism of the industrial North of England and the Cold 
              War -- at a time that now seems like an episode from the history 
              of an alien planet. A childhood, too, dominated by the experience 
              of being the son of a refugee and of his tales of how to shake off 
              wolves in the woods, of skating down the Pripyat river, of living 
              for six months in a hole in the ground and rescuing people from 
              burning tanks. This made the world outside the suburb of Sheffield 
              where I grew up seem, by turns, infinitely dangerous and infinitely 
              inviting. 
            Of course it was both. 
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             the 
              heart and what it does 
              pages from 'the 
              childrens encyclopedia' 
              things past 
              the scottish war 
              the scottish peace 
               
            
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          Collaboration 
              One of the things that excite me about the digital is that it makes 
              possible a new sort of collaboration with both other artists and 
              with non-professionals. Digitization makes the simple juxtaposition 
              of different kinds of work straightforward, or enables a kind of 
              framing process that, done sympatheticall,y enriches the work of 
              both parties. 
            I've used this 
              a lot in the arts education work I do and it gets applied here in 
              the five collabs with my daughter Anna. 
              the 
              scottish war 
              the 
              scottish peace 
              dream 
              poem 
              poem 
              (version) 
              orpheus 
               
               
               Compression 
              The movies sometimes get shown offline. This is problematic as I 
              spend so much time getting them as small as possible for delivery 
              on the Net but occasionally inadvertently overwrite the original 
              high quality files or make substantive changes after compressing. 
              The Net is what they're for; it's where, to me, they feel right. 
              If I get a chance to show them offline I often pretty much completely 
              remake them from the original raw footage. 
              I used to hate that, but now it tickles me that there are these 
              subtly different versions of things with the same title out there.
            
  
              The Domestic 
              Of course travel is lovely and broadens the mind and often makes 
              for interesting art (if one avoids the postcard trap) but the domestic, 
              the backyard, the ordinary -- this seems a real test to me. I really 
              do believe everything is connected -- the general is in some sense 
              encoded, or at least clued, in every particular. 
              my 
              secret garden  
              a self portrait 
              in my father's house 
              shed 
              day and night in the garden 
              time machine 
              a tiny opera for anna 
              man with a 
              pot of white chrysanthemums 
              fruit machine 
               
              Drawing 
              Like singing, drawing was one of those things that the English education 
              system in the early 60s pretty much assumed one could or couldn't 
              do. 
              I was always a "couldn't do." I'd still feel embarrassed 
              in the extreme to present drawings I did simply as drawings, but 
              making them part of a movie, of a process (applied drawing) somehow 
              legitimizes them, at least for me. Making them involves intense 
              pleasure and intense frustration in equal measure. 
            pentimenti 
              karina 
              kingfisher 
               
               Epiphany 
              I would like to think there are moments of epiphany in at least 
              some of these pieces.
  
            
              Flowers and nature in general 
              My parents loved flowers -- they didn't greatly care for art, but 
              they loved flowers, they loved nature. 
              Their implicit aesthetic was very 19th century, very Romantic, and 
              I imbibed it young and wholesale. 
              On a Saturday afternoon we'd walk the countryside at the edge of 
              the Peak District, and ever so often we'd stop and someone would 
              say, "Look at that, isn't it beautiful" -- a stream, a 
              tree in blossom, a fungus, the sky, a frog, a bird. Or we'd stand 
              and look at the A57 Road in the valley and marvel that the cars 
              all looked like toys. Or we'd say that the rain and mist were very 
              beautiful in their own way, too. 
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          spring 
              flowers of the peloponnese 
              cyclamen 
              a 
              walk to pins del bisbe 
              after 
              ovid 
              cherry 
              blossom loop 
              early 
              spring 
              budapest 
               
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          Found 
              objects and appropriation 
              It struck me recently that although I've been quite curmudgeonly 
              about the innovations and methodology of a number of 20th Century 
              artists in the line of descent from Duchamp etc., much of what I 
              do would have been unthinkable without them. Sherman and Nauman 
              for the performative, Warhol for repetition, just about everyone 
              for the found object. It's just that what I do is a kind of conservative, 
              domesticated, applied distillation, where one ceases even to be 
              conscious of things that once represented innovation and simply 
              reads as natural the extended language made possible by these pioneers. 
            teach 
              yourself russian 
              teach_yourself_russian.mov 
              karina 
              found 
              poem 
              art 
              a 
              found dance 
              from 
              a greek hotel room 
              pages 
              from 'the childrens encyclopedia' 
              the 
              scottish war 
              the 
              scottish peace
  
             The 
              Frame 
              It seems to me that the detailed frame-by-frame control that the 
              computer allows over present-day video makes this practice more 
              akin to the experimental film tradition than to the kind of art 
              video that preceded digital film. Once more, the frame becomes a 
              natural basic unit. So one could say that it's easier to feel Brakhage 
              as a direct influence than, say, Acconci. Although what's actually 
              happening is maybe a kind of dialectical synthesis -- the technology 
              allowing more inclusivity of influence and practice. 
               
               
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          through 
              the looking glass 
              portrait 
              of the artist in his studio (2003) 
              metamorphosis 
              budapest 
              jo,dancing 
              transfiguration 
              portrait 
              of the artist in his studio (2005)  
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          Loop 
              One of the most wonderful things about Quick Time is the ability 
              to set it to 'loop' or 'loop back and forth' -- instant installation! 
            portrait 
              of the artist in his studio (2003) 
              cherry 
              blossom loop 
              early 
              spring 
              transfiguration 
              portrait 
              of the artist in his studio (2005)  
              song 
              
  
              
              Mobile phones 
              I resisted buying a mobile for a long time, then I got one with 
              a camera and snapped away. 
              I relish the lo-fi-ness of it (although that's going now as the 
              machines "improve"). 
              Although I do usually carry a camera around, the mobile definitely 
              made for a looser, more spontaneous way of taking images for a while, 
              and the gloriously tacky onboard image editor shaped one piece in 
              its entirety. 
            transfiguration 
              found 
              poem 
              train 
              entering liverpool street station 
              the 
              red shoes
  
              
               Music 
              I write all the music for the pieces. Occasionally, I play and / 
              or sing it; more often it's typed into Sibelius and then sent to 
              a software sampler. 
              It's an interesting challenge, writing miniatures for miniatures. 
              I almost never (spot the exception) match note to action -- it's 
              more a case of creating a piece of music that has the same length 
              as the movie, with an internal logic that is musical, then slamming 
              them together and watching what happens. 
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          from 
              the prelinger archive 
              walk 
              from london bridge to liverpool street 22nd october 2003 
              kingfisher 
               
              song 
               
               
              early 
              spring 
              teach 
              yourself russian 
              karina 
              smile 
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          Naivety 
              I think I'm something of a naïf although I'm not really clear 
              whether this is something one can actually know about oneself. Thinking 
              about what it is that I do I conclude that my aesthetic was pretty 
              much complete in my teenage years and it's this: 
              There are things about the world that move me in one way or the 
              other -- I want to make work that will somehow, almost telepathically, 
              communicate some of that feeling and its context to a spectator 
              / listener / whatever.  
            I know -- it's 
              neither big nor clever.
  
             
              Performance 
              Some of the work is me performing. But there's a more substantial 
              performance thread -- my daughter recites poems or tells a story, 
              my friend and collaborator Joanne Thomson dances, walks, and smiles 
              here and there, a bunch of Hungarian musicians descend from the 
              sky. 
              Some of the young people I work with on theater projects appear 
              -- in fact it's not so much the performance but the fact -- and 
              the circumstances and effects -- of performing that interest me. 
              The expressions of intense concentration on the faces of the young 
              people in the dioscuri move me deeply. 
            the 
              dioscuri 
              dream 
               
              smile 
               
              walk 
               
              myth 
               
              poem 
              (version) 
              jump 
               
              the 
              neon pizza man VS. Busby Berkeley 
              and 
              then the devil appeared  
              to the poor shoemaker
  
              
              Repetition 
              I try not to repeat myself, at least outside the pieces that employ 
              repetition as a structural principle. 
               
               Self-portraiture 
              I do this more and more. Not just in this work, but in everything 
              I do. And as I feel myself age, the compulsion to do it becomes 
              stronger. I worry that it represents vanity or egomania but I do 
              work hard to be honest and observant. 
            portrait 
              of the artist in his studio (2005) 
              a 
              self portrait with my father lukasz szpakowski  
              the 
              firebird  
              the 
              watcher 
              a 
              self portrait in my father's house 
              after 
              ovid 
              return 
              to my native city
  
            Sheffield 
              City of my birth and upbringing. It haunts my dreams when I'm away 
              and fills me with amazement and melancholy when I'm there. 
              return 
              to my native city 
              shalesmoor 
              on 
              campo lane 
              time 
              machine  
              shed 
               
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          Software 
              Photoshop, Debabelizer, Director, Premiere, Sibelius, Kontakt, Sound 
              Forge, and, of course, the wonderful Quick Time Pro. 
            
            
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          Some 
              Quick Time Movies 
              I started making these in mid-2003 and since then have made nearly 
              70. I think the sequence will go on as long as I do.
  
            Song 
              I never thought I could sing when I was a kid; then, for much of 
              my life as a musician, I had to -- to illustrate a point here; to 
              show someone how to interpret a passage, there. I'm never going 
              to have a great voice but it does; and I like the making-myself-vulnerable 
              that comes with singing in these pieces -- again, I can't imagine 
              having decided to do this without Nauman or Sherman. 
            a 
              tiny opera for anna 
              song 
              This 
              Is Just To Say 
              orpheus 
               
              fragment
              
  
               Time 
              Travel 
              You can do it of course, and travel sideways, too, through the things 
              that could have been and never were. 
              time 
              machine  
              myth 
               
              return 
              to my native city 
              pages 
              from 'the childrens encyclopedia' 
              dream 
               
              a 
              self portrait in my father's house
  
            Trains 
              I love trains. 
              train 
              entering liverpool street station 
              triptych 
              walk 
              from london bridge to liverpool street 22nd october 2003 
               
              Unity 
              One more reason for the decision to present the movies principally 
              on the Net is that, to me, they seem to form, quite naturally, a 
              unity there; but a unity in which the thematic and technical links 
              between them can be explored subtly and gently -- offline pretty 
              much necessitates an ordering, which highlights this or that theme 
              and its development or otherwise. The current listing on the index 
              page is broadly by date of making -- this underlines the diaristic 
              qualities of the collection. Each new addition, it seems to me at 
              least, minutely alters the overall feel of the whole. New connections 
              between pieces arise, old ones shift a little. 
            My thanks to 
              Martha Deed, Rosemary Drescher, Millie Niss, Edward Picot and Robert 
              Roth for their helpful comments and suggestions.  | 
         
       
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